Awww, Ash!! This was so honest and raw, I appreciate you laying it out there. I've restricted food to a point since I was younger, after my mom would call me fat. I remember those days not being able to leave the table, it's so ridiculous right? I would never keep my kids at the table, but I also don't cater to them by making different things. If they don't like dinner, that's fine but I'm not making other stuff!

I hope you can find a healthy balance. I've been trying that. Plus, with hot yoga it's easy to maintain my weight now. Hugs!!