Hey progress, not perfection, right? It could be worse. That's what I tell myself. I think back to the first time I got sober, many years ago, and I traded that for a shopping addiction. I had a credit card at every damn store so I could get points and certificates to buy more shit. I racked up a lot of debt! I think the fact that I don't do as many things anymore makes it easier to buy a little less shit.
I love that you hide it from yourself. ha! I was definitely hiding mine from the husband.