I feel you. I have been having a hard time even making myself come to the computer the past few weeks. Feeling stuck and how do you get out of it?! Sigh. I know that is why I drank... because I am so painfully introverted, too. We had 20 kids over last night for homecoming and some of their parents stayed. I couldn't even talk like a normal human being. It's hard being so fucking awkward. Hugs, Kristi. Just wanted you to know that you aren't alone and I completely get it.