I love your honest writing, Emily. I think I would feel the same way if I was alone. Many Friday or Saturday nights I am alone now. Kids out and about, husband playing pickleball all the time and it's just me. I think getting out to a coffee shop is huge. I know it would be for me. I often cocoon up in my house and I need to start doing things because it's not good to be shut off. You are an amazing woman and when it's right, you'll know it. Someone will come in to share the ltitle things, but not the night cuddles. <3