I was in denial for a long time because I didn't want to let it go. Not saying you are but I've done all of these things and eventually it led to health problems. I got breast cancer. Alcohol causes cancer. Just be careful. Drinking every day wasn't good for my health. So, I went back to weekend but then would over indulge. I have a home, car, a good job, no DUI, no jail time... etc but I still had a drinking problem. Hugs to you and hope you figure it out :)