I'm rooting for you, Sara!! Quitting is hard... I know!! You can quit cold turkey but it is hard. I had to do that and the first week sucked so bad but I got through it. I've done this with many substances. How about downloading an app that tracks your time without them and how much money you saved, once you are ready to quit for good? quitSTART or Quit Tracker look good. I have a sober app and it also tells me how much money I've saved. At 598 days I've saved around $6,000 give or take. You can use that money for a vacation or whatever you like! :)

Good luck!!