Ugh, a panic attack in religion class and church! Not the place you want to feel that. That's kind of crazy to me that they prescribed you librium! I was given that once and it knocked me out although it was a small dose so hopefully you weren't really out of it. Your words always are relatable. I don't like the word addict either and I don't describe myself as that because I am not using or drinking. If I did, then I would be an addict again. But yes, we are all addicted to something! Now, I just have "healthier" addictions!