We are so similar! I never thought about the fact that I was a busy body before... but I have wondered why I can just sit and chill now. I don't need to be doing a million things anymore. I feel clarity just reading this!! And, oh my gosh, I started to get so allergic to wine at the end - I would be so stuffed up with a runny nose but I always had an excuse! Love reading things from people that have gone through similar things, thanks for writing this!!