Well shoot, this really made me think! I hope that they can get you stable and on something that doesn't cause memory loss. That scares me though! I am BPD 2 and have been on Lamictal for 4 years now and I have a really hard time remembering certain things. I never put those two together and now I am off to research. I am glad I got to read this.

When I started my journey, they had me try many anti-d's and they all made me feel crazy and manic, too!