What an honest, raw, vulnerable story, Jill. I can really appreciate how you opened up and were so real in sharing this. It's not sustainable to be happy all of the time especially through times of stress. You chose an amazing way to explore and live but I know that doesn't come without any obstacles and I really am glad you shared. You two are listening to your bodies and your minds and taking the time you need to feel like yourselves again, which is commendable. I am so easily rattled so I can imagine how stressful this lifestyle can be at times yet I still would love to make the leap just to try. Hugs! <3