Wow, this totally made me cry!!! Thank you so much for sharing all of this! I am so proud of you!! :)

Of course we like the buzz!!! That's what keeps us going back but then all those negatives just become too much.

I didn't drink every day either but when I did, it was on and then it would snowball.

A friend of mine went to detox a few days ago so all of those feelings of when I was stuck in it came flooding back and I am just hoping he gets the help he needs.

You are on the right path! Thanks for being so honest and open!! <3