Yes!!! I relapsed a ton and have heard this term over used, for sure!! I had to tell myself this time, too because I am even sick of my own shit! Enough is enough! It's never going to be a good time. Those times were all had, I exhausted them! And, I too kept thinking "What will I do at my daughter's weddings?" Which probably won't happen for 15 years!! LOL! This was a great read, Brooke!