You have every right and reason to feel this way. I often have to fake it and put on a smile when the holidays roll around. Mine were ruined as a young kid and kind of got better when the magic came back through my daughters but I am back in that space now.

I don't want to decorate, shop, bake... any of it. I don't give a shit about it, LOL! But, most of the time I just pretend.

Glad you went and picked up your boy!!