Your story really hits home. You are right about society rewarding extroverts! It's somehow frowned upon if you aren't. I took 2020 and went the other way, not getting sober until Jan '21 but I think it was the ideal time for you with no social obligations! I wish that continued through '21!! haha! It would have been a lot easier, I think. There is nothing wrong with being brought back to who you are. It should be celebrated to be a quiet person that likes books, movies, and a great cup of tea. :)